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I am on some kind of emotional roller coaster right now. And most all of it is things just bouncing around in my head.
How are other peoples actions STILL dictating how I feel? I thought I dropped that awhile ago...
And then there is this- Why am I jumping to conclusions and buying into something that will most likely never happen??
I guess I just want something good so bad, I am finding ways to believe something I really really want to happen is bound to happen since things haven't been so hot for me lately... But that isn't how things always work. And now I am digging myself in a bigger hole by thinking so hard about things I should just let be instead of analyzing every little thing until I convince myself things are worse then they really are!
Its funny how quickly emotions can bounce up and down. I was flying so high the other day, and now I just...
idk.
I just need to cool it. Play it cool Kevin.
Just.
Play.
It.
Coooool.
Farewell for now Friends.
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